Alright, so I'll admit that I'm still afraid. And I will be until a lot of stuff gets cleared up. Well...not a lot of stuff, but some big things. Like, for instance, the job front. But I got to believe that everything happens for a reason and that this is all a test that God has put me up to. That's my mom's theory and it is mine, now, too.
It's funny how religious I become in the face of adversity. I am so cliche.
And I am also so so deaf after being at the meat-market known as the Matrixx for a few hours. And I don't mean "def" as in "yay I'm a homey"--which is what every white guy there thought. Watching them attempt to get down to a Snoop Dogg song? Priceless. Totally made my night.
In the spirit of hope and optimism (since I am an uber-optimist, dammit), I present to you a list of the things that I love at this very moment and things that make my life fabulous:
- dancing, for I'm still on a dance-y high from the club tonight
- my friends, for without them I'd be wearing a straight-jacket and/or prison garb right now
- writing, the other thing keeping me sane
- my morals, for I have officially gone seven weeks without drinking
- my hair, because I'm a redhead again. Ciao, highlights (sniff), hello dramatic hair!
- the thought of next weekend, for it brings a wedding and me, a bridesmaid; as well as a visit to see my darling Joe
- hope for a job, because I began haunting Michigan college sites and found some very good and hopefully promising leads (keep your fingers crossed)
- Bridget Jones, my idol in the face of this adversity
- my willpower because I shopped on amazon.com but didn't actually buy anything. That should constitute a miracle for moi.
- myspace.com--add me if you're on this, dammit!
And last but not least? My birthday!!!! Again--mark August 5th on your calendars. And if you're not doing anything this upcoming Wednesday? Join me at midnight when I taste my bit of alcohol in nearly two months in the spirit of this wonderful day. How charming it will be.
Ciao, dahling!
~*Krissy*~