Thought for the day:
I shouldn't reflect. Because if I think about certain things it only makes me angry. And then it makes me really REALLY dislike certain people. And, no, I'm not just talking about my ex-boyfriend.
Growth is a good thing. And I should be grateful for feedback and the chance to prove myself. And I am. But I'm also highly pissed off because I think about some of the things that I've endured and how I've worked my ass off and how unappreciated I am by certain people. And how disrespectful and unprofessional this certain person or group of people are.
It just makes me sick sometimes.
And sometimes? I really cannot wait to graduate and move on to a better institution. Because the more I know and the more I see the more disenchanted I become with certain things. And specifically with certain people.
Today has sucked in many ways. I can only hope that taking a long, hot shower to get the stank off of me will help to clear my mind. And if that doesn't work, maybe burying myself in Shopaholic will. And if chick lit and a shower don't work then I'll know that this is even worse than I thought because nothing makes me happier than a steamy shower and/or a frothy novel. I hate being pissed off.
Here's hoping tomorrow is better...