The rain has been steady all weekend. Droplets pooling outside of my window. Slanted rain hits the a.c. units and makes hollow sounds throughout the apartment. The weather matches my gray mood.
And I miss him. My God do I miss him.
I want nothing more than to be curled into his arms, both of us enjoying the fall weather. We both loved fall, we both adored the rain, we would both pause time and just be when it rained. And now I don't have that. Now I have nobody.
Now I have nothing except this empty feeling inside. And the rain that is the constant reminder of that.